She was introduced to me by an editor of some contribution magazine. She has a handle name in spite of that she is amateur. She is a resident of Sapporo, and they say that she is very much known to the readers as Yuko Fujitani. In addition,she has her own homepage on which she introduces her S&M pics with free of charge and invites S&M partners. As I could not meet her before the shooting, we had some discussions for it on the phone. As far as I knew from the conversation, she must be a real S&M mania instead of amateur, and so had a definite idea for the S&M play. She insisted that the shooting schedule should be fixed according to her schedule for the travel to Tokyo. But I did not have enough time for the preparation, so I was in hurry. She also insisted that she wanted to meet S&M trainer before the shooting to make a satisfactory S&M video. I understood that an affinity to the trainer was important, but I had to convey her request for the advance meeting because some trainers got angry something like "why should I have such meeting by her??" It seemed that she caused me some confusions for the preparation, and I felt a little irritation on too much good natured myself (Other directors may not accept the requests as I did). But I recovered from the irritation soon because I started feeling a sympathy to Yuko who was very serious for the S&M play. She said, "S&M play is one of my important things!", "Honestly speaking, I want to stop the S&M as well as I have the most satisfied S&M play at the shooting!"
I started feeling a originality to her. Well,I like a people who have an originality and are very honest. But,such people have very strong pure and earnest power, so I sometime feel tired against them. Of course, Yuko must belong to the category of those people. Fortunately she accepted the trainer at the meeting, and so I was really relived it.
I decided that the story of the video should be made by her request and the conduction of the S&M play was put on her. First of all, the scene was that she was carried away on the road by the trainer. We could find from her eyes that She was coming(!!) just as the trainer grasped her hair strongly.
During the shooting at the studio, she came to herself when I inquire to her whether she was still OK for more shooting, and then she got angry at me like: "why did you interrupt the play ? That was the best for me!" In fact,her lover(S&M master) said to me in advance "I would make Yuko return even in the shooting if she refuse to continue the play". Of course, I can't accept such request if actress are dispatched from production company. I was very tired, because she did not understand about
professionality.
During suffocation play (she was wrapped with plastic wrapping materials for cooking), she indicated that she could not keep high tension, and then the trainer "Mira kurumi" turned pale. They found that the problem originated from businesslike attitude of Mira. "OK, I will proceed the rest play seriously.", Mira said and moved into other room. Several minutes after, Mira came back with gaily make-up and costume!! Mira's eyes were changed by the make-up and the costume, and so Yuko entered into her own S&M world.
Final scene was for shit. She was requested to evacuate the shit after a injection, but she got accustomed to the evacuation and so could succeed it with her fingers(without the injection). She ate an wiener which was used as a plug, kneaded the shit, and at last coated it to her face and body. Mira washed off the shit with his piss, and Yuko looked like a kid who enjoyed playing with the mud. The shit play was her service play for us. So, she said "I am afraid if someone see this play, and this is shame to me!"

After all, she could not have a satisfactory experience which made her consider if she should end the S&M life, because the shooting was finished just before the climax for her. Though I always feel it, I have only little interest in the S&M play. In spite of it, the reason that my little interest has been continued is that I have an interest in mania itself. Because both sadism and masochism are located in my personality, I also understand that the S&M is interesting. But all of S&M mania have a tendency in having each policy if they enter into deeper
stage, for example"well, the essence of S&M is...." or "what is Takatsuki' feeling to S&M?" That is no meaning to me, and I do not like those questions!! Probably they would only know from me as director what the my feeling is. Sometime this kind of difference between actor or actress and me as director appears on the videos, but I did not have any bad feeling at the shooting with Yuko. This must originate from her good personality and good impression including her serious attitude. I do not know what feeling she had, I had a fun at the shooting. What a good girl she is !!